I am officially BROKEN

My anti-depressent isn't working for me anymore. My depressesion is certainly taking its toll on me and everyone around me. I am barely functioning. My children are barely getting their education. My responsibilities are being ignored. My house is a terrible, chaotic disaster. My ambition is gone. I am internalizing everything. I am grieving and I am stressed out and I am terrified of the day I have to find my Nana dead too. I am not happy, and I don't want to be close to anyone, but my kids. I don't want to do "this" anymore. I want to be someone else. I don't want to play in "this" game anymore.

I went to the Dr. and asked for a different medicine and I was given Leprexa to try. Has a quicker onset than most anti-depressents on the market. It also has fewer and less "severe" side effects than other said medications. I also made an appt. to see a counselor in November.

I gotta get it together or Christmas is gonna joyless.

Homeschooling frustration

Why can he have such a good attitude one day and a crappy, don't wanna work attitude the next day!!!!!!

Here is a thought...

In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the
world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal.


heheheheh I am one of those Prozac people.