I am officially BROKEN
My anti-depressent isn't working for me anymore. My depressesion is certainly taking its toll on me and everyone around me. I am barely functioning. My children are barely getting their education. My responsibilities are being ignored. My house is a terrible, chaotic disaster. My ambition is gone. I am internalizing everything. I am grieving and I am stressed out and I am terrified of the day I have to find my Nana dead too. I am not happy, and I don't want to be close to anyone, but my kids. I don't want to do "this" anymore. I want to be someone else. I don't want to play in "this" game anymore.
I went to the Dr. and asked for a different medicine and I was given Leprexa to try. Has a quicker onset than most anti-depressents on the market. It also has fewer and less "severe" side effects than other said medications. I also made an appt. to see a counselor in November.
I gotta get it together or Christmas is gonna joyless.
I went to the Dr. and asked for a different medicine and I was given Leprexa to try. Has a quicker onset than most anti-depressents on the market. It also has fewer and less "severe" side effects than other said medications. I also made an appt. to see a counselor in November.
I gotta get it together or Christmas is gonna joyless.
posted by Magpie at 5:57 PM
2 Comments:
Just sending you a hug! Stress is a real booger. If I find the magic cure for it I will be sure to let you know.
Just keep plodding along...we are bound to make it through the manure field sooner or later.
(((HUGS)))
On those days when you don't feel like doing anything, just do something. Even if it is as small as feeding your goldfish. Then do the next thing and the next thing. If you are going to feel like crap anyways, you might as well feel like crap and accomplish something. Try it, it really does work. Don't wait until you feel like doing something, just do it and maybe you will feel better and if you don't feel better today, maybe you will tomorrow. Pretend like your children will literally starve to death if you don't get up and do something.
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