AMEN

Thank the Lord for even our darkest hours. Good news from the radiation Dr., Mom is terminal, but not as terminal as we first thought. Radiation can shrink most of the tumors and get rid of some. As new ones pop up, they treat those and they keep it up untill the cancer spreads to a vital organ. So, the GOOD NEWS IS, I GET TO KEEP MY MOTHER AWHILE LONGER!
The bad news is that the Sarcoidosis is what is attacking her spine and legs. She will most likely end up in a wheel chair before it decides to move on or go into remission. BUT, SHE WILL LIVE.

The Lord put me through a test and brought us together again. I realize now, that the relationship we had HAS to change. It is as much my fault as hers. I need to honor my mother and let it go. I realized that I need her and I want her. I would be truly lost without her. This test can make us both better people to each other. It is for the good. Bless the Lord for the test.