Friday, April 21, 2006
I told my Mom two weeks ago that she was too old to keep ignoring her health. She reminded me that I ALSO was to OLD to keep ignoring my health. Why does 35 feel so young, when it truly isn't to far away from TOO OLD TO KEEP IGNORING the fact that life is slipping away without having done anything MEMORABLE in it?


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Even though I am only 27 I am beginning to feel remorse over the way I am wasting my life. Too many fears, insecurities, bad health choices, the list goes on. There's so much I *could* do about it, but I don't. Why? Do I like being this way?? Certainly not! So why do I continue to do this to myself?? It's one of life's mysteries. I think I just feel destined to fail so I would rather not try than to try and fail. Pathetic, isn't it.
I think it is complaceny issues. It is easier to not do anything, that it is to do something. Sometimes it is just how life works out. I don't have tons of money or time to go away or spend it in school learning about horticulture. Laziness too.... I am just to lazy to get involved in stuff.
Sometimes it takes that life threatening jolt to wake up to reality. Life is short... how do you want to be remembered and what do you want to be remembered as doing.
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