Abuse of the body
I am 35 and I feel AT LEAST 50 years old. I have misused this body and I have treated it so badly and now it is retaliating.
I am 100 lbs overweight, as a result my feet are shot with Plantar Fasciatis and my ankles are shot from pronating my feet while I walk. I have bones spurs in my heels and it HURTS like HELL to walk.
My knees are buckling under the pressure and they grind when I bend them. My back must have arthritis at the bottom, because some mornings I wake up feeling like I am gonna snap in half.
I developed Asthma and I have GERD, so I often am chewing on Rolaids and Tums. The Sinusitus I used to get when smoking as reared its ugly head and is currently kicking me in the ass. My face hurts, my ear hurts, my throat and mouth hurt and the doc. says that I am not inflamed.
My posture from sitting at the computer is effecting my neck. I am developing a Dowagers Hump. Sounds so OLD, but it is the way I hold I stick out my head in front of me, instead of straight up and down. So, my neck gives me pains and stiffness and being on the phone all the time hasn't helped my range of motion.
I get Migraines at twice a month and the medicine I tried... was much worse than the Migraine.
I am deathly allergic to Aspering and Ibuprofin and all other Non Steroidal Anti-Inflammatories. So, Tylenol doesn't do shit.
I am so tired lately. I am going to bed so much earlier than I used to. 9:30 -11:00. My dog is dead, so she doesn't wake me in the middle of the night, so I am sleeping all the way through and it is still not enough.
Thanks to years of cashier work and office work and being fat, I have Carpal Tunnel in both wrists. Neither wrist would support me if I needed to do a push up or a cart wheel. I wake up with numbness and sometimes it goes numb when I sew, crochet or just hold the phone wrong.
I bet there is more, but I can't think of it at this moment. I am so tired of being "old". I have abused my body and brought it ALL ON MYSELF.
I attempt to lose weight and I have very little success and I am sure it is just me and lack of determination. But, it ain't easy excercising when it hurts to move. I want it to warm up, so I can head to a pool.
Okay, I complained enough. I feel rotten and I just needed to get it out.
I am 100 lbs overweight, as a result my feet are shot with Plantar Fasciatis and my ankles are shot from pronating my feet while I walk. I have bones spurs in my heels and it HURTS like HELL to walk.
My knees are buckling under the pressure and they grind when I bend them. My back must have arthritis at the bottom, because some mornings I wake up feeling like I am gonna snap in half.
I developed Asthma and I have GERD, so I often am chewing on Rolaids and Tums. The Sinusitus I used to get when smoking as reared its ugly head and is currently kicking me in the ass. My face hurts, my ear hurts, my throat and mouth hurt and the doc. says that I am not inflamed.
My posture from sitting at the computer is effecting my neck. I am developing a Dowagers Hump. Sounds so OLD, but it is the way I hold I stick out my head in front of me, instead of straight up and down. So, my neck gives me pains and stiffness and being on the phone all the time hasn't helped my range of motion.
I get Migraines at twice a month and the medicine I tried... was much worse than the Migraine.
I am deathly allergic to Aspering and Ibuprofin and all other Non Steroidal Anti-Inflammatories. So, Tylenol doesn't do shit.
I am so tired lately. I am going to bed so much earlier than I used to. 9:30 -11:00. My dog is dead, so she doesn't wake me in the middle of the night, so I am sleeping all the way through and it is still not enough.
Thanks to years of cashier work and office work and being fat, I have Carpal Tunnel in both wrists. Neither wrist would support me if I needed to do a push up or a cart wheel. I wake up with numbness and sometimes it goes numb when I sew, crochet or just hold the phone wrong.
I bet there is more, but I can't think of it at this moment. I am so tired of being "old". I have abused my body and brought it ALL ON MYSELF.
I attempt to lose weight and I have very little success and I am sure it is just me and lack of determination. But, it ain't easy excercising when it hurts to move. I want it to warm up, so I can head to a pool.
Okay, I complained enough. I feel rotten and I just needed to get it out.
posted by Magpie at 10:18 AM
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