A little over a month later ...

It has been a little over a month from my last post and I am pleased to announce that I am doing 100% better.

I went to my doctor that same day and got a new anti-depressent.. Lexapro. That is amazing stuff. I felt human in 5 days. I am laughing and smiling again. I am handling stress better and I am easier to be with. Not perfect, but getting there.

While I was gone from here. Nana became ill again and she ended up in the hospital and then to Rehab and then we moved her to an assisted living facility. That place is the BOMB. Awesome place. The doctor did tell me that she really is on her last months. SO, she will be well cared for there and enjoy all the company. I have had the stress of working things out with my Uncle. Now, I have to handle, hopefully, with his help, emptying my Nana's home. I still haven't touched Mom's, but the market aint moving anyway.

Then my MIL ended up in the hospital, but she is okay. Thank GOD.

Then a young man busted my son's bedroom window at 3 a.m. and asked for someone to call 911. Whatever his damage was.. it got him arrested for criminal mischief and resulted in a huge loss of security around here. I have never been so terrified in all my life. Terrified doesn't even describe it correctly.

So, school hasn't been done much and I am still trying to claim the house back.

The stress I am under has really affected my brain, memory... I dropped Todd off at Choir and then headed over to my friends' house. I surveyed all the kids around the table and very seriously asked.. "Where is Todd?" I meant it, I was perplexed as to why my son wasn't eating at the table with everyone else. I JUST DROPPED HIM OFF AT CHOIR. I am really losing it.

See.. Stress is no good.

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving and through all this crap.. I am still thankfull.

I am thankfull for every blessing I still have.