God spoke to Nathan

God spoke to Nathan. On the day Lucy died, Nathan said he asked God to give Lucy one more chance and all her heard was the word NO! He said he hears that alot from God. I wonder what he is asking for. Then two days later we were driving to the counselors office and Nathan points to the sky and says the cloud looks just like Lucy and that one a swan. ( I didn't see anything in the clouds) Then he finishes with this comment, "God shows us those who died so we know they are okay." I think he is right, because God also showed me someone who went to Heaven, by shaping them in the clouds. I swear by it and Nathan knows nothing about it. Matter of fact, Nathan has very little training in the Lord, but apparently he is well connected to Him.
I am more comforted now and I am doing less crying. I still feel a deep sense of loss and lonliness, but I have comfort.